Oh my word! If you haven’t got it by now… I’ve been STRUGGLING! Why does it always have to be feast or famine? I can’t seem to find that middle ground, and this time of the year it all feels overwhelming and virtually impossible 😦 Being on Diet Chef ‘made’ me eat healthily and sensibly, I sat down to three meals a day and properly controlled healthy snacks…. sure I had my peanut butter days… who doesn’t? But any faux pas with the jar was always rectified the next day, and I kept on keeping on, but now… it’s like I’ve hit the creek full on… without the proverbial paddle! I’m stuffed… literally and metaphorically speaking 😦 somehow I’m managing to cling on to my target weight by a fine gossamer thread… I’m stressed with it all because I make myself cross, that I can’t get a grip, that I can’t say no!
Last weekend was a disaster – Saturday we went out with friends, I tried to be good, I really did… but I sustained an epic FAIL – even the salad I ordered was loaded with calories 😦 I couldn’t be good even when I tried! This weekend it’s going to be more festive fayre and I seem to be incapable of saying ‘no’